Whats up wit girls?
Annie was right when she said its a "hard knock life". I would hate being a girl.
I like loving them better. I found myself watching HITCH a couple of nights ago
(no comment) and a lot of the stuff on there is pretty true (I don't think any of the
methods Hitch used would work in real life though). Why are girls so difficult? Some
girls even seem oblivious to the fact that we are flirting with them, let alone liking
them. I know this one girl who was absolutely oblivious to the fact that I was in
love with her. I got all these can chocolates for her and she responded with a "gee, thanks"
and walked off. I find that I run into that type of thing too often. Then there is the type
where the guy is lost for words at the sight of a girl. I knew this beautiful black girl
that got me all choked up whenever I saw her. She was that wonderful. I ended up
never telling her cuz that was back when I was just liking girls, and a lil nervous.
Those are once and a lifetime, maybe twice sometimes. Then there are the types
that really like you and you really like them and its really beautiful. It almost never
happens the way Hollywood says it does. Its happened to me once and I ended
up spliting with the girl because of some geographical issues. That was one of the best
times of my life. Places where there aren't a bounty of good looking girls are the
places where we learn to be ourselves again and not have to worry about how we
look for someone. That feeling is great too.
