Thursday, April 27, 2006

Ramblings of an April madman

I hate getting angry. I like to get others angry though. Especially girls I like,
when they make that angry face, I wanna just hug and kiss them and laugh,
but when I'm angry I can always find a reason why I shouldn't be angry. I
like how people talk about anger. It's easy to talk about how to avoid it
when you're not angry. I would like to see a angry guy get up on the stage
and talk about anger. That would be interesting. I'd listen to that. The point about anger is that it is unavoidable. No matter who you are. The saints never avoided anger, they faced it. They controlled their anger. That's what I have to do. I can't stay angry no matter what reason got me angry. When friends get me
angry sometimes its just built up annoyance, but when I'm angry at
myself it is really frustrating. I wanna throw stuff and take stuff apart. I
shouldn't get so angry but I do. When a girl I like gets me angry she usually
doesn't know it, which in itself is angering. That person doesn't know and
they can't change unless you let them know. If you let them know though they
will think you are just a selfish guy who wants everything his way. I have that
trouble with making things come out the way I want them to. I wanna be who
I am, I just don't want it to come out the wrong way.

3 comments:

QUEEN JEM (where's my crown?) said...

well,everyone need s little devastation sometimes.. grrrr.. lol when im angry,it's the time i most likely express my feelings. and it feels great after you've recovered from that anger. lol

QUEEN JEM (where's my crown?) said...

hey id! btw,i didn't see a fire cursor,but i saw an electric one. i hope,it's fine with you..

chupacabra said...

For good angry music check out this

www.quovadis.qc.ca/promo/Break_the_Cycle.mp3>